broken heart

rainy night
walked home crying
nt bad
at least u cant be seen
the sky cries with you..
i found accompany

how would u feel
when nobody, even the person who gave birth to you
gave u zero trust
it really hurts
seriously
it matters to me alot
i need someone to believe me
understand me

i though ive found my comfort zone
a place where i can find comfort when im sad
bt now i realised
i haven't
im still crying silently
alone

feel so empty
feel so poor
feel like i have nothing
or i lost everything

my heart is tired
from sobbing too much all these years
and hu will mend this broken heart?
Myself.

friends
dun ask me what happened
mere history repeating
allow me to nag and moan
im used to it
and i'll be ok soon

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