HuiLing.

results suckss like hell.
i seriously din expect it to be tt bad la..
Sabrina sms this morning asking me whether i accessed my results already.
so i woke up and on my comp...
she told me she gt 2 A- and the rest A for her modules..
im like.. wth! genius indeed.
so tinking tt i MIGHT get similar results as her.
i log in to the results page..
and tmd, the server jam
so i used sms method.
so while waiting my phone rang.. gt New SMS.
and i pressed read with my heart thumping fast..
then diaozz. it was MingSheng sending me Christmas message -.-
then my phone rang again.
i pressed read.
and my heart Sank to dunno where... joined the Titanic ship le bah..

i actually gt a B- for my econs!
i tink it's v impossible larhs.
i tink it's my best subject cux i have background in it..
and it's MCQ summore..
i gt above avg for mid term.
so guessed i flunk my finals.

gt another B- for my LSM1102.
which is the module which i scored 0 first time in my life..
i tink i did ok to0..
at least a B..
budden. i died too...

PR1301 i did good for my mid terms.
and for the MCQ final year exam.
im quite sure out of the 125 questions, i have less than 20 wrong..
but i still gt a B+..... WHY??
i realli tink i did well.
bt god refused to give me an A.. not even an A-

LSM1101 B+
i accepted. cux i din do v well for my CA2.

CM1401.
all along im not good in Chemistry.
and i din did as well as others during CAs..
so a B.. i can accept.

and total up my CAP = 3.5
tell me. is it good? or no good.
to study honours.. u need a CAP of 3.5.
bt just 1 semester.
my CAP shoot...DOWN to 3.5...
which means i cant afford to get a B- and have to strive for more As to pull back the score.
feel v demoralised, and stress.
friends around me did better than me.
and i feel so inferior again.
i really worked very hard..
i din tink my effort deserve such results..

i know 2012 is not here yet.. bt i feel the world is crushing down
to you it may be nthing. to me it means alot.

dun let the cycle repeats.
i must do something.