sunday!

tadang!
me with my cute bangS! and dear <33.

today went lunch with dear
MOS Burger
then bought 2 hp straps, one boy one girl...
hehehee

then dear pei me go amk the craft shop to buy beads and tools
for my jewellery making attempt 1
went amk library to read books on jewellery making
then we go bac to the shop to buy more things
dear bought me a round noose and flat noose plier.
thanks dear!

so went bac to my hse
started my first attempt
dear also trying to make some things out of the pliers and wires.
while me focus on my earring making
and tandang! 2.
i made my first pair of earrings




took me quite some time to do
but i tink it looked niceee =)
can do to sell
wahhahahaa. extra income! lols

shall buy more beads and materials and make more over the next few days
possible make myself a pair of earrings and necklace for prom..
then more unique and special
hope la..
if cannot then buy lo.....

chatting with dear on the phone now
he kept yawning! lols
dear gg chalet on tue.
will miss him de. mux enjoy wor!
Love ya dear. <33.

no title =X

went swimming with dear today
reach thr le jiu rain
mr sun hid himself dunno whr.
then quite cold
swim for not long jiu left for lunch

bio p3 was alright
but the essay gave me a shock
all on human genome project
which i din memorise v much or detailed
managed to crapp out the ans la
hope can gain me some marks

thu last paper!
look forward.
many things i wanna do
yeah.


hmmm
i dun like the cold dear
b happy =D

screwed

screwed chem p1. din have time to shade finish..
first time. and last chance.
i tink im dead.
can forget about getting an A le.
cried and complained.
nothing's gonna change.
some things lost can never be retrieved back..
jux like my chem marks..
hahahaha

feeling better now.
but still upset..
and scared...

hmm..
i cant imagine tt i actually used 13/18 years for education.
really amazed how i managed to pass all these years.
jux find tt my life is so unmeaningful.
and stressful.

i have a goal.
but i cant pursue it.
seems like i dun live jux for myself.
i live for others too.

is winning in life impt?
is winning to you impt?
will life be happier without blindly chasing after victory?
wad does victory mean to me..
does victory=happiness
i dunno. jux know tt life has all along be unhappy.
silly me..lols

thanks dear
for being there for me when im down
love ya <33.