school life has been boring.
most of the time im alone in lecture/canteen/library
lazy to make new frens or find my friends..
pace of lecture are kinda faster than tt of JC? Ewwww
haahahas

woke up 2 hrs late ytd
was supposed to wake up at 7
bt i woke up at 9 instead.
so rush out of the hse and cabbed to sch.

nice one. 23 dollars for the trip to sch..

needa buy bio reference book.
40 dollars. omfg
cant find 2nd hand books...
haiz..money again.

tired.
having chem lab tml. siannz.
i cant understand the lab manual.

this is my timetable for Sem 1
=.=

nice timetable huh.hahahs

actually i dunno what im writing.
looks incoherent...
cux im half awake now bah...haahhs


arghh. shaun and addison leaving for Brunei soon!
i will miss u guys!!

take care =))


<33.

Im DEPRESSED.

STILL.

VERY.

School Sucks.
Family Sucks.
Emotions Sucks.
Life sucks.

shan't elaborate more.

im mentally drained and weak.
im tired of my life now.

<33.

DEPRESSED.

NUS bidding system
is driving me crazy..
driving me up to tears..

ya...i know
not being able to get or bid for the popular/interesting modules during first year
is NORMAL...
from what i heard from the seniors.
simply because we have so fuking little bidding power...
i only have 400 pts.
seniors after 2-3 Semesters have 1000+ over points..
how to outbid them?

Bt y are the freshman not protected during the whole of Sem1?
as in allow us to bid among ourselves, the freshmen only...
after 1C, 2A, 2B, 3A
4 rounds of bidding...
i failed to get the 2...just 2 modules i wanted...
i changed to bid different modules after every round..
im not tt stubborn to insist on the 2 particular modules only.
bt still.. i failed to get what i wanted.
and u know what?
then min successful bidding amount is around 800 pts =.=
me? i only gt 400 pts..
even if i showhand.. i still cant get....

so.........................................
i end up bidding nobody wants de modules.
like econs..which is similar to Alvls Econs
and Planet Earth.. a Geog module that studies earth and Rocks =.=
ridiculous and funny rite..
a bio student ended up studying geog and econs.
bt what can i do?
so tell me...
this bidding sucks rite?

NUS still emphasize what flexible broad-based education they provide
flexible? when we cant study the modules we want..
broad-based? yea... so broad until im studying geog and Rocks... =.=
my intuition tells me i will flunk this geog module.....
and tts not all...
the school went to remove 1 tutorial slot for the geog module if im not wrong.
and now my timetable clashes with the tutorial lesson..
TADAH.VERY GOOD.
i wonder how to go for my tutorial.

after all this irritating and exasperating things tt have happened.
one conclusion:
I HATE SCHOOL
and pls...
let some lucky or happy things happen to me...
let me feel... not so depressed about school
give me some hope...
if not i dont know how im gg to live thru this 3/4 years..
i dun wish my uni life to be so sad and boring too..
i want it to be fulfilling, happy, free and flexible!


那份向往未来的心情已经没有了
或许自己没有自己想象中的那么独立坚强

现在的我
只想停留在原地
撇开所有的烦恼
活在回忆里


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

<33.

lazy to type a long post.
jux summarise k...

job ended last Friday.
i will miss my colleagues and office.

School starting next mon
i dun want it to start
headache over clothes and shoes!

Rebonded my hair today which cost me 140 bucks.
i tink not v worth it..all thanks to my fickled mind.
bt at least my hair is not tt long now.

i now declare broke =.=

Dear back in camp
ive grown 'broader' as quoted from him

i tink im fat now. (not joking)
cux ive been eating all day long and not exercising since last year

i want money
need is a more appropriate word i guess.
cux i have alot debts to clear.

started stage 3 driving
more specifically vertical parking (lesson 15)

i want to go swimming.
bt ive jux rebonded my hair.. so i need a swimming cap!

i miss my frens.
let's have a gathering again please..

i tink im getting more and more saddistic.
everything i see on the streets or ard me will make me sad.
but the more i find myself lucky..and shld be contented with what i have now.
things which seems nothing to us may be important to others.

bidding of modules still not done yet.
seriously hate this bidding system.
korean and marketing!

flea market soon.

im getting a new phone.
iphone.. any reviews on this phone?

im tired.
need a rest

i will miss my dear.
hope he can survive this week.

<33.