=)

hmm..

stayed at home all day

msn-ed, read blogs and rot..

had a small bicker with dear

bt now okie le.. ^^

jux wan to tell my dear.

i love u! <33.

juz finished making a bag charm/brooch

and an earrring

yea an earring.

lazy to make the other one
hahaha

show u:

=D

prom :|

woots.
gt my dress le.
din collect from the postman
ended up collecting at the postoffice instead.
cux the address was written wrongly. =.=
28th Nov 2008 4:40pm
i knew my parcel is sent bac to sunplaza PO
then mum told me PO close at 5pm
so i ran and rush to SP
then realise close at 6pm =.=
rarrrr.! ahahah

the dress was nice.
only tt it's abit too short
mum was quite unhappy abt it
bt i find it okie la. be more careful in tt dress lo
hahahha

k dress settled
ytd went town again with dear to shop for shoes.
walk for v long. still cant find a pair tt i like
bt at last i found my ideal heels
abt 3 inches high
tried walking at home.
almost died. lols
and my feet ache like after practising for 5 min
dunno how im gg to survive prom in tt pair of heels.
sigh

next.
i shall go hunt for a clutch
and go buy materials for my accessories
now only necklace done.
still have earrings, bracelet and anklet.
like too much le hor.
later look like christmas tree.
but bracelet and earring is a mux la.
anklet gt time then do bahs

love dear <33.

yay! my pendent

okies.
the seller replied me tt the parcel will reach me within another 2 to 3 days
cux now festive period
singpost v busy
okie.i shall trust her and wait for a few days more

stayed at home whole day
dear went chalet.
miss him!

made accessories.
i made a pendent today
actually spent the whole day doing it.
hahaahha
let me show u my masterpeice:


hahaha.
nice ma?

tml me gonna make my earrings
and brooch for dear.
then im almost done for my accessories!

happy
dear coming back tml =D

prom! @@

hmm.
random thought suddenly.
i dun feel excited abt gg prom anymore.
everything is like so troublesome
searching for dress. heels. bags
makeup artists. hairstylists.
all these cost a bomb
and it's jux for a one day thing
hopefully prom will be fun (i guess it will be not)
if not my money is spent for nthing.

and the frustrating thing is
i have not received my dress.
which the seller claim she has sent it out a week ago
and there is overload of parcels at singpost.
shall wait for a few days more
have not even buy my heels and clutch.
see.
prom is so mafan.

美丽要付出代价=.=

town trip

went dear's hse yesterday to bring him lunch
and headed down to town at 4+
Shopped farest.
and dear bought a set of clothes; a black blazer and white pants
it looked nice! dear looked so handsome =D
wore heels ytd..and my foot pained like dunno wad.hahaha
bought nothing except a belt.
wanted to buy heels for prom
but haven receive my prom dress parcel.
so dunno wad shoes to buy.
pray tt my parcel reach asap. not much time left.

shopping with dear feels so nice and happy.
had a happy and sweet day outside with dear =)
im sure dear feel the same too
love ya dear! <33.

sunday!

tadang!
me with my cute bangS! and dear <33.

today went lunch with dear
MOS Burger
then bought 2 hp straps, one boy one girl...
hehehee

then dear pei me go amk the craft shop to buy beads and tools
for my jewellery making attempt 1
went amk library to read books on jewellery making
then we go bac to the shop to buy more things
dear bought me a round noose and flat noose plier.
thanks dear!

so went bac to my hse
started my first attempt
dear also trying to make some things out of the pliers and wires.
while me focus on my earring making
and tandang! 2.
i made my first pair of earrings




took me quite some time to do
but i tink it looked niceee =)
can do to sell
wahhahahaa. extra income! lols

shall buy more beads and materials and make more over the next few days
possible make myself a pair of earrings and necklace for prom..
then more unique and special
hope la..
if cannot then buy lo.....

chatting with dear on the phone now
he kept yawning! lols
dear gg chalet on tue.
will miss him de. mux enjoy wor!
Love ya dear. <33.

no title =X

went swimming with dear today
reach thr le jiu rain
mr sun hid himself dunno whr.
then quite cold
swim for not long jiu left for lunch

bio p3 was alright
but the essay gave me a shock
all on human genome project
which i din memorise v much or detailed
managed to crapp out the ans la
hope can gain me some marks

thu last paper!
look forward.
many things i wanna do
yeah.


hmmm
i dun like the cold dear
b happy =D

screwed

screwed chem p1. din have time to shade finish..
first time. and last chance.
i tink im dead.
can forget about getting an A le.
cried and complained.
nothing's gonna change.
some things lost can never be retrieved back..
jux like my chem marks..
hahahaha

feeling better now.
but still upset..
and scared...

hmm..
i cant imagine tt i actually used 13/18 years for education.
really amazed how i managed to pass all these years.
jux find tt my life is so unmeaningful.
and stressful.

i have a goal.
but i cant pursue it.
seems like i dun live jux for myself.
i live for others too.

is winning in life impt?
is winning to you impt?
will life be happier without blindly chasing after victory?
wad does victory mean to me..
does victory=happiness
i dunno. jux know tt life has all along be unhappy.
silly me..lols

thanks dear
for being there for me when im down
love ya <33.