life is hell

life has been boring and stressful these days.
results are disappointing and sucky.
though up till now i have not fail any subjects,
but my grades are all Es and Ds
yea. its upseting and demoralising.
guess its time to wake up and mugg full force.
but sometimes.
effort do not pay off... at least for my case.
hmm.bt wad can i do......

problems started to surface between us recently.
soon one problem is solved. the other appeared.
time is wad we need
to know and understand each other better
to be understanding and more forgiving.
to be less dependent and more trustful of each other
hmm.. i feel bad sometimes.
because i am insensitive to ur feelings and neglected ur needs.
im really sorry
i will make the change. =)

suddenly.
i forgt how to smile.
i made frens with tears...lol

i Love u dear..always
<33

love hurts =/

maybe im not good enuf.
im insensitive to ur feelings. i neglected your needs.
really sorry...

but im not perfect.
everyone makes mistakes.
seeing u sad hurts me. i realli did not mean to hurt u

those words hurt me. i hope u know.

sometimes love hurts.
but i never regreted.

because i love u.
i dun wish to lose u.

tell me.dun keep to urself
<33

im always here.

arghh

17th Spet 2008
this day sucks..
experience pain, sorrow, disappointment, anger, bla bla bla
all kinds of feelings..
jux felt miserable

sometimes really i dun understand..